Wednesday, January 16, 2008

i'm on a rock, i'm on an island

well....i just have to say that i am completely jaded with my life...i knew this was going to happen too...i wanted to escape and experience something fun and new and exciting so i wouldn't feel so bored and annoyed with the life i was living...but, oh yeah, i forgot about the part where i had to come back to the old boring shit and now i have to go on with this shit forever and ever and ever! i realized all this shit in santa fe and now all of it is exactly the same here in honolulu...it's like i never left...its like no matter what i do i'm meant to be stuck living with the same bullcrap that has never been important to me

Fuck man

my major is leading me no where, my body is grossly overweight and out of shape, my friends are immature and never do anything to improve their lame situations, my job is nothing more than a money making machine with no respect for customer service or satisfaction, my life is a god damn bore...

i am so annoyed with everything right now...

but i guess the only way to go is up...i need to do something new...out of character for me...I NEED A FUCKING CHANGE OR I AM GOING TO DIE! IMMEDIATELY!

1 comment:

7 Wins said...

Good luck with your changes. Just remember to follow through. It won't be easy! Go Irena!